My movies as a director in “Lust Cinema”

Today I bring you some wonderful news: I’m going to start selling my movies as a director through Lust Cinema, the distributor of Erika Lust.

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First and foremost, I need to say that I’m extremely demanding about my work behind the cameras and I’m never, NEVER 100% happy with anything I do. That’s why it took so long after closing my production company Omnia-X to encourage myself and reveal my work as a director.

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This pack of scenes is called “3 by Amarna” and includes the videos “Blowjobmania” (a simple video in which I make a blowjob to my partner) “Pecata Mundi” (my sounded final project, an artistic video full of glitches and a unique look, starring Eris Maximo) and “Eclipse” (a heterosexual scene with my friend Mickey Mod in which I play with a edition that’s different as we have seen so far.)
You can buy the three videos through my website.

Here is a short introduction I wrote for Erika’s web, along the SFW trailers (Vimeo will close my account if I show more skin…) and the covers of the videos. I’m hoping to be able to give you more information and news about my work as a director. And please, don’t forget to give me your opinion in the comments!

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First things first. Before I start, let me introduce myself: my name is Amarna. I’m a writer (sometimes), a photography lover, addicted to indian food and a proud driver of a hippie van. I’m obsessed with creating an orchard and raise my own chickens. I love to travel. For three months I traveled Australia and lived in a tent. For three straight days I padded a kayak down a river in New Zealand. I have dived with great white sharks. My right ear is split, I was born with a tooth and every summer I try fruitlessly to get freckles on my nose. I do not know how to swim. Nor cycle. I’m a horrible driver.

I collect antique dolls, I write poetry, I buy my clothes at second hand shops and I like history and archeology. I’m polyamorous, pansexual and feminist. I always wear military boots and I’m obsessed with Burning Man. I drink black tea with soy milk.

I am also a sex worker. I started in the porn industry at 19, managing my own production company while recording videos of myself and my friends to try to show the world that another porn was (and is!) possible. As a consumer of content that I didn’t identify with, I wanted to show real intimacy on camera. The genuine connection you have with your partner once you close the bedroom door. I wanted to show that X films can present credible relationships with real people, who are really attracted to each other. No more stupid arguments, feigned moans and acrobatic positions. May all falsehood we are accustomed to be replaced by deep kissing, passionate bites and gazes that can pierce both body and panties.

Unfortunately my production company closed, but my desire to change the world, my ideals and my utopias are still seething within this crazy head of mine. So I focused on my acting career, and gave wings to my speech on the screens.

Until now. Because I have decided that it’s already time to take the camera again and show what I have learned throughout this time.

Here is my manifesto, my gut, my strongest desires. All the things that give me goosebumps in my neck, and that wet my crotch.

So here is what I’ve been cooking: three videos full of my most hidden regions, my labyrinths, chinks of myself.

I hope you enjoy them. We’ll see each other soon.

 

Eclipse (Non-explicit Trailer.) por Amarna Miller en Vimeo.

 

 

Pecata Mundi (Non-explicit Trailer.) por Amarna Miller en Vimeo.

 

Updating my thoughts about performing anal in front of the cameras

Two years ago I wrote a post explaining why I don’t shoot anal scenes (one of the most read on the web, by the way) so many of my fans were surprised when I announced a few months ago that I would start doing anal on my webcam shows.

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As I feel that I owe an explanation since many people are asking me about it, here it is:

I wrote that article about two years ago and since then, my sexuality and tastes obviously kept evolving. What it was once a practice that I enjoyed occasionally is becoming something usual in my private life, and because I enjoy and like it, I’m happy to do it as well in front of the cameras. Right now I don’t feel comfortable enough shooting straight anal sex, but it’s very likely I will be in the future. At this moment I’m enjoying the shows I do on cam, and since I have no pressure and I’m the one who sets the pace, it’s becoming something really fun.

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And what about the physical consequences? Enemas aren’t a big problem, and neither I have stopped eating before doing my shows. I know that when I start shooting with other people I will have to fast, dilate in advance and take care of my holes with more neatly. When the time comes, I promise you will have a good review about it.

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I hope this post has clarified your doubts. Please tell me your thoughts in the comments!

(The pics of this post belong to the scene “Hairy double penetration”, exclusive for sale on my website. If you want to buy it, send me a message to amarnamiller@gmail.com)

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“The truth about being a porn star”, an article for Gonzoo

The good news is that I started writing for the magazine Gonzoo, with a first article called “The truth about being a porn star”.

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In it I talk about my problems in finding interesting people and how I have become extremely demanding when it comes to meet new people. Being a sex worker often makes the social stigma difficult to handle and I find myself in situations of frustration and unlimited hate. Defeating the conventionalism and rise up against the system sometimes can be very, very tiring.

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The bad news is that reading the comments, made me want to hit myself with a frying pan in the head and go back to the Stone Age before answering. Mother of God, where do these people come from?! I leave here a fragment of the text and some of the comments that will make your eyes bleed, but remember that if you want to read the whole article in Spanish or reply to this gibberish, you can do it through their website.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my job and I’m proud to be a sex worker, but I’m tired of the looks of surprise, open jaws, weird looks and “oh” followed by occasional awkward silence. Not to mention that for most people my profession is full of stereotypes, usually erroneous and quite harmful. In my experience, the date may go in two types of conversations: endless questions about the intricacies of the industry (the dicks of the male performers are as big as they look? Do they use Viagra? How can they last so long without cumming?) or getting the feeling you have become a sex therapist (My last girlfriend didn’t came with penetration. How can I make a girl squirt? I don’t know if I can please a woman because my penis is bent at an obtuse angle of 23 degrees). One out of ten times I have to deal with paternalist attitudes, the kind of “You got into porn because you haven’t found anyone who really loves you.

Because I don’t want to lie but I also don’t want to face the stigma, I rather stay home cultivating orchids and feeding the cats in the neighborhood. I have become lazy when it comes to find people who share fun moments with. Read sex. Read an afternoon at the movies eating popcorn. Read an interesting conversation commenting paintings in a gallery.
[Keep reading in Spanish…]

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I’m writing for “El sextante”, starting with a controversial article: “Can porn be used for sexual education?”

Surprise! “Atresmedia” has open a new portal with inedit content… it’s called “El sextante” and they have asked me to write twice a month for them 🙂

I make my debut on the site with an article that answers many of the criticisms that society throws to pornography. Which is…Should porn be used as sexual education? I’ll leave here the beginning of the article, but you can read it all (in spanish) through their website.

Give me your opinion in the comments!

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It has been a while since I wanted to stop for a minute and think about how to sort out my ideas and be able to write about this issue. As a porn actress who has openly declared herself a feminist, one of the criticisms that I face the most revolves around the responsibilities of pornography as a sex educator. ¿Do I not feel guilty to be participating in an industry that has completely unrealistic role models of sexual behaviour? Huge penises, anal sex without preparation and positions that in most cases look more like an acrobatic performance than anything that would cause a bit of pleasure. Female ejaculations. Infinite orgasms.

We all agree that adult movies represent a fantasy, prepared videos and mutual agreement of the participants that are included within the field of fiction, right? Never has been established that what actors and actresses perform on screen should be followed step by step when we go to our house and close the bedroom door. And yet, the average user continues to believe that our performances are something that they can make in a completely natural way in their private life.

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Pornography is taken as an example in establishing sexual practices that take place behind closed doors, but haven’t we ever thought that the real problem is the lack of sexual education, and not the representation that porn makes of sex?

When we were little and our parents took us to the movies, the first thing they did after leaving the theater was explaining to us that as much as we loved the idea of ​​becoming the new “Spiderman”, we couldn’t jump out of the window and try to throw spiderwebs without control. That we shouldn’t sew a cape and try to catch the bad guys. It’s a simple concept that most people understand at first.

If this difference between reality and fiction is so obvious in conventional movies…

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Interviewed by “El País Tentaciones”: “Amarna Miller, the porn actress who breaks stereotypes”

Although it has been a few months since this article was published, I couldn’t resist posting it on here. Better late than never!

I met with Leticia García in Madrid’s “Parque del Oeste” and before the interview, she asked me if I could bring something that had a special meaning for me. I chose one of my favorite necklaces: a green beetle embedded in resin that my father gave me when I was little.

Taking the pendant as a starting point, Leticia made an overview of my artistic interests, how I see my future in pornography and about the social prejudices I suffer every day.

I leave here the beginning of the interview but you can read the complete article in spanish through the web of “Tentaciones”.

And don’t forget to give me your opinion in the comments!

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Amarna doesn’t fit the cliché of an intellectual know-it-all and cryptic. Neither does she meet the frivolous stereotypes you would assume from a pornstar. However, this Spanish erotic actress publishes books and feeds her blog with counter culture references. She uses academic terms all the time -objectification, performativity, expressionism- mixed with lots of mundane expressions. Sometimes it seems you’re talking to a philosopher or a social theorist, but other times it seems she is just your friend you’re hanging out in the park with.

She was very easy to identify. Not only for its bright red hair and pale complexion. She arrives to the subway station of Moncloa, where we agreed to meet, dressed in a faded T-shirt, black leggings and a hippie multi color backpack. She carries a small Polaroid camera and stops to take pictures of the flowers.

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